;Never knew i could feel like this

2009-02-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

These Hands He made
For Love not Hate
These Hands He made
To Act not Wait
These Hands can save us from a Cruel Fate
These Hands He made
These Hands He made

These Hands He made
Can Dry your Tears
These Hands He made
Can Calm your Fears
These Hands can Reach across Two Thousand Years
These Hands He made
These Hands He made

Hands
Reaching Out to Me
Hands
Reaching to be Free
Hands
Shouldn't be Alone
Hands Together
Love is Sown

These Hands He made
To Join In Prayer
These Hands He made
To Show We Care
These Hands can Build Our Dreams if we Dare
These Hands He made
These Hands He made

Hands
Reaching Out to Me
Hands
Reaching to be Free
Hands
Shouldn't be Alone
Hands Together
Love is Sown

Hands
Reaching Out to Me
Hands
Reaching to be Free
Hands
Shouldn't be Alone
Hands Together
Love is Sown
Hands Together
Love is Sown

~Share The Love (2002)

I still Love You

2009-02-11T21:44:00.001+08:00

Moved.
If you can find me, you're brilliant.

2009-02-11T06:24:00.002+08:00

It's all because of You,

I'm feeling sad and blue.

You went away

And Now my life is just a rainy day

I Love You so,

How much,

You'd never know.

I'm wishing You were here with me.

You Promised,

Not to do this.

Screw life.

2009-02-08T20:53:00.002+08:00

HMM

The three month experiment shall begin next week(((:

Hopefully it will be SUCCESSFUL :D

The TONG TONG CHIANG PARTY was AWESOME.

Hopefully we can go for part 2 on the 21st :/

It'll be way cooler((:

I DON'T WANNA GO FOR ART TOMORROW.

I HATE ART.

I LOVE BAND!

I HATE ART.

BAND ROCKS!

ART DROOLS.

bleah.

Stupid.

stupid.

This week really sucked.

Hopefully the coming week will be better.

HAPPY BELATED ANNIVERSARY MY DARLING!

Thank you for sticking by me

Though all the ups and downs

Now

At this present time

We'll persevere even more.

It's a trying time, we know.

Let's keep everybody satisfied

By staying apart,

It's the best decision I guess.

When all cools down,

It will be great.

I promise.

2009-02-06T21:52:00.002+08:00

This is Real

This is Good

It Warms the Inside like it Should

But Most of all,

It's Built to Last.

We've just got to face it now.

Maybe this momentary parting would do us good

As the Saying goes, "Absence makes the Heart grow Fonder,"

Let's Hope

This Fondness Never goes away.

No more Fights,

Just Love.

It may be unsettling

But it's something we must endure.

It was bound to happen sometime,

It was just the matter of When

When would it come

When would it capture us

And Throw us into the depths of depression.

I Guess it's time to get over it,

To move on

Live life as per Normal,

Or as normal as possible

With That incident behind us.

We will look forward

To The End

Of all This,

With a Reunion.

I Love You Babe,

& I know We're built to last.

2009-02-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Zzz..

2009-02-03T19:00:00.002+08:00

Today sucked.

Majorly.

Bridal wars was pretty good I guess.

But then it just went downhill from there.

FIRST.

There were problems,

THEN,

There were bigger problems.

Made me out to be the culprit, she did.

I understand,

I really do!

It's important to both of us, I know

We both share a common goal

Who doesn't want to do well?

Of course we both want to

Maybe I was the distraction

That caused all this mess

We could call it over with just one word

But it'll be too hard

The effects

Would be inversely consequential

I don't want to give it up

I won't give it up

I promised

We promised

It won't be over that easily

Now I guess

Comes the real test

For us to finally face reality

And also wait patiently for time to pass

In no time

It will all come to pass

The end will come

When this torture is to be over

Meanwhile

Let us be patient.

Very patient.

I Love You Chris,

No matter what.

2009-02-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

I'm looking forward to tomorrow.

A Little.

Not the AUDITIONS part of it of course. Bleah.

Face the MUSIC. Lol.

2009-02-01T16:29:00.001+08:00

I BLEAH SCHOOL.

ANTI ART- GARH.

2009-01-31T07:15:00.001+08:00

STRESS.

But yesterday was COOL.

I LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER QUAY!

2009-01-27T21:15:00.001+08:00

It takes a lot to co inhabit with other people.

GARH

2009-01-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today was a torture.

Bleah.

I Miss You Boyboy):

2009-01-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

Today was pretty good(:

Pretty pictures will come pretty late

When I've got pretty patience.

2009-01-22T18:40:00.002+08:00

If there's anything that you want,
If there's anything i can do,
Just call on me and i'll send it along
With love from me to you.

I've got everything that you want,
Like a heart that is oh, so true.
Just call on me and i'll send it along
With love from me to you.

I got arms that long to hold you
And keep you by my side.
I got lips that long to kiss you
And keep you satisfied, oooh.

If there's anything that you want,
If there's anything i can do,
Just call on me and i'll send it along
With love from me to you.
From me, to you.

Just call on me and i'll send it along
With love from me to you.

I got arms that long to hold you
And keep you by my side.

I got lips that long to kiss you
And keep you satisfied, oooh.

If there's anything that you want,
If there's anything i can do,
Just call on me and i'll send it along
With love from me to you.
To you, to you, to you.

Love this song((:

Getting my Beatle fever back again :D

TOMORROW!

I can't wait(:

I LOVE YOU PIGGY!!!

2009-01-20T18:51:00.001+08:00

WHEEE I'm gonna get my TOUCH on FRIDAY

YAY.

YAY!

Friday's gonna be a GREAT day. Like, SUPERB.

CNY CELEBRATIONS!!

Clique shirt:D

LUNCH(:

iTOUCH!!!!!!!!

5th floor(:

Only 2 more days.

Patience((:

2009-01-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

Thanks to all who wished me Happy Birthday

I LOVE YOU ALL!! ((:

Today was pretty great(:

Hmm. Still a bit sick though. Hopefully it goes away soon.

BLEAH.

School tomorrow. BLEAH.

TRIPLE chinese. who they trying to kill man. WTS.

Neh mind la.

I LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER MY DARLING!

GET WELL SOON!

2009-01-17T22:46:00.002+08:00

This Sucks.

Sweet Sixteen tmr.

BLEAH.

More like SICK Sixteen.

So annoying ):

Can't like rest or anything. Got SO much work to do

And TUITION. Grr.

If only it wasn't a Sunday

If only it wasn't O's Year.

If only I could spend it with my darling.

But I guess Life Is full of IFs.

It seems as if human nature causes us

To never be fully content with anything,

Packed with "ifs" and "buts"

Nothing can seem to satisfy the want.

Honestly, I'm pretty bummed my birthday is on a sunday.

Like,

Can't spend it with the Pig and all. ):

There's still after school on Tuesday I guess.

Bleah.

Sick Sixteen.

Hmm.

I'm wondering what I should invest my birthday money in..

And iPod?

Bass?

CELLO?

ELECTRIC WHISK! haha

Then I can make smoothies :D

OOH! That'd be cool(:

HMM

Shopping with the Pig was cool yesterday(:

Pity The Fifth floor wasn't involved.

Heh(: Still had fun anyways(: He did more shopping than me -.-

HAHA!

Man.

I've still got new year shopping to do. Going shopping with my bimbo of a sister :D

Hopefully I can find a nice dress((: Hopefully.

I think I'd be quite content. HAHA!

Oh wells.

CLAPTON IS KING!

What'll you do when you get lonely
And nobody's waiting by your side?
You've been running and hiding much too long.
You know it's just your foolish pride.

Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.

I tried to give you consolation
When your old man had let you down.
Like a fool, I fell in love with you,
Turned my whole world upside down.

Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.

Let's make the best of the situation
Before I finally go insane.
Please don't say we'll never find a way
And tell me all my love's in vain.

Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.

Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.

I LOVE YOU PIGGY!

I MISS YOU TERRIBLY )):

2009-01-15T14:57:00.002+08:00

5th Floor ROCKS((:

Oh wells.

It sucks to be sick.

Horrid.

Sorry to all the people I may have infected ):

I freaking wasted my time in school today.

Only A Math was worth it (:

Actually Learnt something -.-

AND OMG.

I look like SHIAT in the '08 yearbook. ew.

Have I mentioned how much I LOVE AFC :D

WOO!

ok ok. I'll go sleep before SOMEONE nags me about it. heh.

Til next time!

2009-01-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

It's getting Tiresome.

Maybe it's just me.

Or it's the fact that I'm beginning to Lose Hope

Lose Faith.

I guess it's me

It always is.

My fault for this

Or That's My problem,

Not Yours.

That dreaded acronym

Those Four letters

Drives me insane sometimes

When it arrives most abruptly

And totally uncalled for

But I've got to be understanding I guess

And accepting too.

Knowing the facts and situation we're in

Just gotta take it in my stride

I don't see the difference

'Cos there's always that something

Hindering the road

Leading to success.

I don't mean to aggravate

But I hope You don't mind

That I put it down in words

Oh Never Mind.

It's not that important anyways.

You have fun.

With whatever you are doing.

Today got me thinking

If I made the right choice

If it's gonna end the same way

In shambles.

Scattered across the vast universe.

I can't stand the pressure

The pressure to conform

To change.

It's not me.

I Hate It.

Why can't you accept me for who I am

Like you say you do.

I guess words are not commonly put into action.

Damn you Hormones.

So effin' pissed and suicidal now.

GARH.

Why must it be prolonged.

Damn the no instant gratification shit.

You have no idea how empty You make me feel

Most of the sometimes.

2009-01-11T16:56:00.002+08:00

I Need Sleep.

Damn Shit.

Stupid Differentiation.

Bleah!

I Love Iron Chef(:

Asian Food Channel FTW! :D

I Feel It In My Fingers

I Feel It In My Toes

Stress Is All Around Me

And So The Feeling Grows.

You Know I'll Hate Stress

I'll Always Will

My Mind's Made Up

The Way That I Feel

There's No Beginning

There'll Be No End

'Cos When O's Come

You'll Meet Your End!

I Miss You!

I'm bummed that you're not comin on Tues ):

Oh wells.

I guess there'll be other times.

2009-01-08T22:32:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna burn out soon.

School work Stress.

CCA Stress.

Frustration.

As the tiredness overwhelms me

It seems as if there's no end.

Nothing can keep me going

But Your presence.

The first break is in sight

Time for rest

Recuperation.

To Recharge.

Though we spend more time apart

I seem to Love you even more.

It has been tested by time and space

Stretched to the ends of the Earth

But has come out stronger than ever.

Thank You, My dear,

For the best two months ever.

Let the next portion of our journey

Be equally as exciting

Or even more.

I Love You.

I will never will doubt you

You're number one

In my heart.

No matter what you do.

I Love You Chris :D

Happy belated secondmonth(:

2009-01-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

I Need A Life.

Sec Four is kind of Bleah so far.

It can only get worse.

BLEAH.

HMM.

CJ Open house? Friday?

Hmm.

AC open house? Next tues?

Hmm.

SA Open house.

NEXT WED!

garh.

Band.

Damn shiat.

I need a Life.

2009-01-02T20:06:00.002+08:00

Damn Tired.

I might just permanently smell of bar soap.

Ew.

Oh wells.

Aching from standing for so long.

I think I got less and less detailed with the explanation of the game

From sth two mins in length

Human. Bowling.

Can understand?

Hahah.

It was quite fun

Like playing in the rain

Then soap

Then rain and soap(:

God's cool

Su Lin and I told him rain just enough to wet our ground sheet and not destroy the game

And that's what he did

God Is Good.

All The time.

Hmm.

Apparently K gave homework

kns.

grrr.

But lit was pretty good(:

I Love Mrs Low :D

2009-01-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

WTS.

Got K AGAIN.

SURE fail.

CONFIRM FAIL.

Got S too.

OMG

On the brighter side

Got Mrs Low for Lit(:

I wna get back my A's(:

I'm quite happy in that sense.

Hm.

Back to school!

& I just realised I have no school shoes -.-

HAHAH. Oh wells. :D

I'll miss the hols.

TONS.

I LOVE YOU MY BOY BOY!

I hope we can meet up soon.

I Miss You terribly ):

2009-01-01T01:20:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T BLOG ON THE LAST DAY OF 08!

ANYWAYS.

ECP rocked.

LOVE YOU ANDREA AND JOYSLYN!

HAHA

Injury count.

2 crashes. (ANDREA of course. HAHAH! So sad. the ang moh guy.)

1 almost crash (stupid kid.)

Weird :/

Heh.

Saw the Pig and gang

THEY WERE LAUGHING AT US CAMWHORING ):

Grrr.

But at least we GIRLS had fun((:

MINI MOVIE MARATHON!

Bedtime Stories(:

ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING. (must watch!!) (HOT, SWEET BRIT GUYS :D!)

BEST audience. HAHAHAH!

So funny la they all.

HAHAH.

Bleah.

Tmr gotta get up early.

or TODAY.

Bleah.

Get my darling JACKET back from church,

BLEAH JAMES

Didn't take it when it was NEXT TO him.

Grr.

GRR.

Neh mind. Bleah.

AGM later.

Hmmm.

Need to know how to get there.

Need to finish hw.

Omg.

SCHOOL tomorrow.

Sec 4!.

OMS.

2008-12-30T21:41:00.002+08:00

I went in the end(:

Heh. After MUCH debating :/

Wasn't as bad as I though it would be.

They're nice :D

& it was fun I guess((:

Though awkward at first,

It turned out quite well(:

The Pig was quite happy(((:

Take responsible risks.

lol.

ECP tmr.

With Andrea, Joyslyn and I think Judi.

ROLLER BLADING :DD

It's gonna be a blast(:

2008-12-30T17:32:00.001+08:00

I Love You

& I respect your decision

It's not time yet.

We'll just wait

Have patience.

When the time comes

It'll be right to meet them.

2008-12-30T16:33:00.002+08:00

Tonight.

Yes?

No?

Maybe?

Bleah!

Haha!

Today was quite cool(:

FINALLY gave pig the tiramisu

By PRIVATE courier.

thanks Dennis(:

Went out for lunch with him and Dennis after Chem tuition

They are SO entertaining.

Guys and Toys R Us

Are WORSE than girls.

OMG.

SO funny la the two of them.

It was fun(:

More(:

Tonight

Yes?

Tonight

No?

I guess I'll just go.

I Won't die,

Right?

2008-12-29T20:22:00.003+08:00

BAND PARTY!

Overture Number ONE was a BLAST :D

Nubbad. Hmm:/

Heh((:

Dona was quite awesome(:

But it still was better in Beijing :D

The Best.

I'll miss Sir so much.

Band's gonna be so different now.

But today was a pretty good closure I guess.

Took lots of pictures(:

Too lazy to add them here.. SO many.

Go to my FACEBOOK and see(:

We had lots and lots of fun((:

Never gna have that much fun again):

It was simply the best(:

Kind of hard to put it in words:/

Heh((:

A small group of us saw sir off((:

To his car and out of IJ's gates for the final time.

So significant.

Heh.

Oh man.

I feel so bad)):

Sorry Piggy.

It's my fault ):

2008-12-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

I Miss Papa):

Heh.

I remembered Mum saying sth about Uncle Pat being on YouTube,

And since they're friends

I googled Pa's name too :D

Only this came out though.

It's like He's telling me to PRAY.

He sings nice :D

Heh.

HAHA! When Uncle Trevor had MORE hair. lol!

2008-12-28T13:25:00.002+08:00

WATCH THIS!

OMG IT'S SO FUNNY.

COMPARE IT TO THE ACTUAL LYRICS. (click!)

Side by side :D

HAhaha!

Tarts my body...

Have fun!!!

Watch his "All I Want For Christmas Is You" and "We Belong Together".

HAHAH!

Mariah Carey will be SO proud.

2008-12-28T12:00:00.004+08:00

REALLY LATE Confirmation photos((:

Click for the link((:

3 HOPE! Love you guys loads (((:

Jermy cousin and Mum :D

Have fun in Cambodia! Loves.

GODPA!

Thanks to Uncle Alvin for the pictures(:

They rock.

Man.

'08's coming to a close ALREADY.

So much has happened,

Break ups, make ups,

Friends lost, Friends found :D

Friendship, Love.

It's been a roller coaster ride.

One heaven of a year.

Phew!

It's so weird.

Coming home so early on Sundays :/

No cat class.

As much as I dread to say it,

I MISS CAT CLASS.

Ok, Fine.

Mostly it's the people.

LOVE YOU GUYS MUCH MUCH :D

Heh.

Neh mind.

Now we can have our weekly NASI LEMAK(:

*slurps lips*

Just hope the stupid stalker doesn't follow us again.

Bleah Him!

Haha(:

I wonder what '09 will bring

Being SIXTEEN, baby! woo!

O Levels :s

Hopefully More GREAT memories :D

One year down,

Seven more to go.

2008-12-28T02:20:00.000+08:00

GARH

I'm going

BERSERK!

Hurry up, hurry up.

2008-12-27T12:57:00.002+08:00

So the secret's out I guess.

His mum knows now :/

Don't know how she knows.

Hope it doesn't change anything..

Hmm...

OMG JAMIE OLIVER!

Asparagus with bacon.

Omg.

My mouth is like watering just LOOKING at it.

HAhah!

ANYWAYS.

Yeah.

So his sisters know

Now his mum knows. :s

That's the worst of the worst, right?

Hopefully yeah.

It's like my WHOLE family knows already

Aunts, Uncles, The works.

No point hiding it I guess.

Let them know

It's much easier than trying to conceal it.

Bleah.

I wonder where it will go from here..

For better or worse,

In sickness and in health,

Til death do us part.

2008-12-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

The Christmas Play wasn't bad((:

It was quite good actually :D

kudos to all who made it a GREAT show.

HAHAH

Wa si ANGEL OF GOD.

Confirm with CHOP

Haha

Good stuff, good stuff((:

Party at the sundrams....

Quite alright(:

GOSSIP SESSION :D

But I was like barely there. Bleah.

BLEAH.

NEH MIND.

hai.

So today was :/

Hope tmr will be better(: only 5 mins more .

HAHA!

I miss You babe,

& I don't wanna miss a thing.

2008-12-26T10:19:00.003+08:00

DYLAN!

Alexis Christine and Christian Alex(:

Ce and Darian((:

Bimbo, Ce, Me and james.

The twins! Just this morning after they woke up. ((:

Christmas day wasn't too bad I guess.

1. I woke up LATE :D

2. I made lamb(: ( that made the house smell like, woah. Damn nice.)

3. After SO many months, I FINALLY called a truce with Clement.

4. I got TWO new cows(: Christian Alex and Alexis Christine(: (thanks Jamie and Lukie)

5. Dinner at 121 was AWESOME.

6. I saw DYLAN *swoons* :D

The lamb was too dry):

Grr mum. THIS is why she doesn't cook.

Bleah.

I LOVE CHRISTIAN ALEX AND ALEXIS CHRISTINE((:

Hahah. CHRIS-TI-FER and I named them. So cute.

AND.

Andrea and Zac are the Godparents.

HAHAHAH!

Zac's reaction was priceless. Heh. He thought I was pranking him -.-

HMMM.

I will bring them out soon,

Meet their "daddy" and "godparents"

Hahah.

Maybe next year when everyone gets released from house arrest.

Hm.

Heh((:

No mum next week(:

yeah man.

Freedom.

Woo!

Too bad Piggy and all can't come out ):

Oh man.

I miss you):

You're the only reason I want the holidays to be over.

So we can spend more time together

Just talking.

Enjoying each other's company.

I Love You.

I Need You.

This longing is killing me.

End it now..

2008-12-25T00:56:00.002+08:00

200th post (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS((:

Christmas Party wasn't half bad(:

I LOVE FRANCIS!

haha(:

More about it some other time..

Real tired now,

NIGHTS.

(ignore the annoying lian-like typing -.- )

"Let's commit the perfect crime.

You steal my heart,

& I'll steal Yours."

"I may get hurt along the way,

But I'll find Love someday."

"Ask me would I do it all over again

Knowing the sad ending of the story,

& I would say YES. "

"Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities

Because somehow they complete you."

"You're kinda,

Sorta, Basically,

Pretty much

Always on my mind."

"I lose sleep

Just to

Day dream about you."

"I can't seem to teach myself

To ignore you."

"Anywhere You go,

Let me go too.

Love me,

That's all I ask of you."

"LOVE

is being stupid together."

"Don't be afraid to love,

Because not everyone

Will hurt you."

"We could make

The most Brilliant tragedy.

If you were my Romeo

And I was your Juliet."

"Love is giving someone

The chance to destroy you,

And trusting them not to."

"People are always going to talk.

So you might as well

Give them something to talk about."

2008-12-24T12:36:00.004+08:00

POST NUMBER 199!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!

Oh ho!

'Tis the season to be JOLLY!

I can't believe I got up so late today:/

I guess it's a good thing, right?

ANYWAYS.

I finished the TIRAMISU(:

It's not too bad

Considering the... mishaps.(:

The bigger boxes... Cos I got Lazy :p

I LOVE THE COCOA POWDER ON TOP

Made this first :/

didn't really keep its shape

So scrapped the idea.

Bleah.

Heh,

I guess it's good to see the "friuts" of my "labour".

haha.

Stayed up til like one plus to whip in the thing things

AND Piggy was nagging me to go to sleep -.-

HAHA. He fell asleep in the end.

Couldn't stay up as he said he would. Heh((:

Funny kid that one (:

YES I WILL GIVE YOU THE TIRAMISU OK

Yes, you will get some too Olivia and Vanessa(: (if you're reading this)

HM.

That's if your brother is willing to SHARE.

haha(:

And also if I can find time to pass it to him/you all :/

Cousins(:

Christmas HIGH TEA later-.-

HAHA. What ever. It'll be fun(:

As usual. At least I've got FRANCIS to hang out with.

MY DARLING COUSIN (not that he has any choice :P)

((:

Hope the food's good at least.

It usually is(:

BUT

Gotta watch that tummy

Dun wna look fat in the dress :D

Gosh.

looking at that photo

I can't believe how much we're grown :/

that was probably 99's or 2000's CNY or sth.

Man.

8/9 years ago.

That's long.

FRANCIS!

THIS is P1. Most definitely.

Long hair -.-

Oh wells.

Good times, good times.

Time has flown by so quickly.

I'll be 16 in less than a month!

AH!

omg. that IS fast.

Tonight's gonna be a BLAST(:

9pm children's mass(:

I think the kids will be cute, as usual.

weehee!

jie jie Natalie(:

haahah((:

oh wells:D

Christmas is special when spent with the ones you Love

So I guess this Christmas isn't as special as it could be :/

Patience is a virtue.

Hopefully we can go out before '08 ends :s

I LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER ALEXANDER QUAY!

Merry Christmas eve(:

2008-12-23T23:39:00.002+08:00

72 GINGYS!

haha

ONE tiramisu (VERY LIKELY failure)

HAHAH!

Oh wells.

Went to novena ard 4 to get the stuff from the COLD storage there -.-

SO bleah la

I ask for instant pudding

The guy show mw AGAR AGAR

Tell me got so many colours-.-

WTS man.

found it in the end-.-

spent more than half an hour looking for TWO things la-.-

BLEAH.

Then went to tp(:

PHOON HUAT

so now i have 2 KG of cream cheese sitting in my fridge ((:

hee hee

*sniggers*

bought like damn alot lah

Hopefully the tiramisu will succeed

if not i CRY

SO much work la the stupid thing-.-

Highly unlikely though):

HAHAH!

CHRISTMAS EVE BEGINS IN 15 MINS!!!

WOOHOO!

HOW LONG MORE WILL THIS LAST. omg

I miss you SO much now.

2008-12-23T09:44:00.002+08:00

Haha!

Last night was SO FUN!

Though Fb was wonky for a while..

STATUS COMMENTING FTW!!

HAHAH!

I had like 100++ emails after that.

YES

Thank you Justin(e).

HMM

It's two days to Christmas and I feel guilty:/

I haven't finished the prezzies):

I'm SERIOUSLY contemplating the food idea.

Since I usually do food anyways.

Yeah.

Maybe(:

HEEHEE :D

OMG OMG

LATER!

OMG!

2008-12-22T23:23:00.001+08:00

18 signs you're in love(:

EIGHTEEN :

you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute.

SEVENTEEN:

You look at their profile constantly.

SIXTEEN:

When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:

You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.

FOURTEEN:

You walk really slow when you're with them.

THIRTEEN:

You feel shy whenever they're around.

ELEVEN:

When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

TEN:

You smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:

When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

EIGHT:

You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.

SEVEN:

They're all you think about.

SIX:

You get high just from their scent.

FIVE:

You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:

You would do anything for them!

THREE:

While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number twelve was missing.

ONE:

You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

2008-12-22T17:17:00.002+08:00

I screwed it.

Real bad.

I'm sorry.

Will you forgive me?

Please.

I need you.

Please.

2008-12-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

Thanks for getting my hopes up.

Thanks.

2008-12-22T08:50:00.002+08:00

HMM.

Yesterday wasn't bad.

Snapped a straw with FRANCIS in church((:

We were laughing like siao

Hahahah!

It was like BAM!

My mum thought it was a bullet -.-

HAHA!!

Heehee((:

Today chem tuition with uncle bernard :/

First lesson. Wonder how it'll go...

HMM

OMG TOMORROW!

AREN'T YOU EXCITED!!!

2008-12-20T22:59:00.004+08:00

Nana Banana

Jess!

Classic.

My $100> Buy(:

Uncle Trevor! Loves.

Auntie Cheryl and The Adorable Dylan!

There he is again!

Jaime(:

James.

James is almost 3 time his height!

Me and Dylan!

Cute.

Not So Cute.

Nana((:

Whee!

See Piggy.

SOMEONE'S pictures are missing

'Cause SOMEONE owes me an outing.

Haha,

Just kidding(:

2008-12-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

If you're gonna target me, do it to my face.

So annoying.

whatever,

Never mind.

Andrea's coming back tmr *heh heh Zac*

Haha(:

Hmmm. I think we should take on Piggy's idea on an outing to to sunny sentosa(:

Like Zandrea and Us,

And maybe Nicole and her sji guy

Heh heh.

You can come along too, new found friend(:

I think it'd be fun((:

whee!

We should seriously go out as a group

Soon.

Before '08 ends.

heh(:

End the year with a BOOM.

teehee,

BLEAH.

STUPID COMPUTER

Doesn't wanna read my memory card):

So I can't upload peektures

Sorry jess. )):

*edit*

OMG THE COM CAN READ!!

So here they are((:

No, this is not the dress I bought :P

ACBC.

We Rock.

Church Bestie(: Love You!

ORANGE EARRINGS!!

ok, more pics in the next post((:

2008-12-20T18:04:00.002+08:00

Band was good((:

Overture was slightly better :/

Can tell that there's some effort put in by most

Not too bad la(:

But can be better:D

omg dona,

total disaster in the beginning cos I gotta read the top part :/

NEH mind,

It got better at least.

Hopefully it'll be a great thing thing((:

Hmm:/

Christmas is coming :/

And I've got no prezzies ):

Maybe I'll bake again

Or try the other thing thing((:

Stupid headache.

Can't think straight.

Anyways,

I hope that day comes soon.

You owe me a day at sentosa :/

Love you!

2008-12-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

today?

hmm :/

I did a bit of chinese :D

And read more chem :D

I'm so proud of myself((:

OH OH OH

I talked to Piggy today (:

Whee! Like finally

After SO long:D

It was Great ((:

I'm all smiles lol ((:

Bleah. Hopefully he can come out soon :/

Haven't seen him in close to 3 weeks ):

Hurry Hurry. ):

Patience.

Heh(:

Just went shopping with mum(:

she was SO happy to buy her SESAME STREET pouch and pencil case.

so cute((:

Haha

WHEE

I bought more clothes(:

heehee..

Gosh, I'm weird:/

NEH MIND.

Band tmr(:

Hope it's gonna be great(:

We're gonna persevere

Let this time pass

Hopefully very quickly

And be together again.

I Love You.

No matter how near

Or far

You may be((:

2008-12-18T22:51:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

ISN'T THIS THE FUNNIEST!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAH!

Thanks jess((:

You made my day(:

WHEE!!!

I LOVE YOU JESSI-CAHH!!!

haha(:

Shopping was AWESOME.

MEE HOON KWAY!

Not too bad la(:

OH OH OH OH

I had ribena((:

Hee(((:

ANYWAYS.

I got a STARRY STARRY dress(:

Mummy said I looked fat when I showed her

Grrr.

NEH mind :D

Heh I shall not reveal too much

Dun wna spoil the SURPRISE ( :p Piggy! )

Heehee!

I'm in such a giggly mood((:

Weird:/ maybe cos today was so fun((:

Yes, I'll post the peektures soon. Maybe tmr (:

Sorry jess ):

Ok,

I got the DRESS and SHOES from compass:D

Then went to kovan and got my tube and ear rings

Gosh,

I haven't worn those in AGES.

Heh((:

Sat and CAMWHORED with jess(:

Good times good times(:

Then we talked about practically everything under the sun

Hahah!

She's SO CUTE ((:

(I LOVE YOU JESS!)

Oh then we drank CUP WALKER

OMG.

The portion is HUGE

like BIG.

Almost couldn't finish my

PEPPERMINT MILK TEA WITH ALOE VERA

Hahah!

Aiyo my super auntie-fied friend thot it was weird :/

But it IS nice ok (:

Heehee!

So we two aunties sat and talked

And talked

And forgot to camwhore with our drinks):

MAJOR bummer

so stupid la,

Only when we were almost done

THEN we remembered

aiyo.

Oh wells.

Left Heartland mall ard 6 and took the bus back(:

Thanks to PIGGY for INSPIRING me to learn Tears In Heaven by THE GREAT Eric Clapton(:

HOW exactly he inspired me

I have no clue :/

So now I can play almost the whole thing

Cos the tab didn't have the solo bit and stuff

But over all I think it sounds nice(:

My left index, middle and ring fingers are STILL hurting

Man,

Shows how long I haven't been playing

Bad Agnes.

But today is quite an accomplishment((:

So I'm proud of me

And mummy said she's proud of me too

Cos I sounded quite good

WHEE!!!!

Grr.

I miss my Piggy.

Grr.

Why must he be under "house arrest"

GARH.

Now that he's back

and so close

It's worse):

Dang,

If you're reading this piggy,

I LOVE YOU!

Hurry find a way out of the house):

Please..

The anticipation is killing me):

2008-12-18T10:18:00.001+08:00

OOH OOH!

ONE month to my birthday((:

THREE months to Piggy's birthday ((:

exactly.

2008-12-18T01:03:00.004+08:00

I just felt like posting peektures.

SCANDAL!

Jess(:

4/7 of SEVEN THE AWESOME

VY! Hahah! We took this while she was playing daytona.

Darian Blaise and Fat Cow(:

Adorable Kids.

Sibling LOVE(:

Ollie VONGGGGGG! Bleah. Stupid dress :/

Can see my tanline): and my FATS. ew.

Loves(:

I'm so happy(: going clothes shopping with jess tmr(:

Usually I dread shopping. DREAD. But I guess it's the company, eh?

heh(: Hopefully I'll get a pretty dress for Christmas(:

Yay! Can't wait.

But then again,

I wna spend time with Piggy

Don't think he can come out

With his mum home and all):

He's probably on permanent house arrest )):

Oh wells.

At least I've still got Jess(((:

2008-12-18T00:37:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to think

I don't know what to say

This feeling

Just seems to overwhelm me

It's hard to describe

This confusion

Of elation

Yet anger and Unhappiness

I need a way to vent it

Not here

Not now

Maybe face to face

A quiet talk

Soon,

Please.

2008-12-17T14:42:00.002+08:00

FINALLY

FINALLY!!!!!!!

After so many days

My beloved Piggy is back(:

I'm like SUPER DUPER happy

Went to stalk him at the airport

SUCCESS!!

He didn't see me(:

I'm good :D

It's the end(:

I'm amazed

At how far we've come

And what we've gone through

Though we spent

So much time apart

We're closer than ever

Learning to live apart

Bit by bit

Learning to Love

More and more

I'm glad

It's finally over

No more time difference

No more controlling

Just the ability

To let loose

And be ourselves

'Cause

We were meant to Live

For So much more (:

2008-12-17T08:44:00.000+08:00

This is it!

2 hours and 15 minutes (:

2008-12-17T01:02:00.004+08:00

Check!

Tonight!

Tonight!

I'll rise
I'll fall
I'll fail you all

We built these cities to stand so tall
We've lost our walls

I don't want to lose it, coming down
With the whole world upside-down
I don't have a soul to trust in now
With the whole world upside-down

We are one, tonight!
And we're singing it out!
We are one, tonight!
And we're dreaming out loud!

And the world is flawed
But these scars will heal

We are one, tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!

Two eyes
One tongue
I've come
Undone

I'm no victim
I paid these dues
I came to lose

I don't want to fight about it now
With the whole world upside-down
I don't have a soul to trust in, now
With the whole world upside-down

We are one, tonight!
And we're singing it out!
We are one, tonight!
And we're dreaming out loud!

And the world is flawed
But these scars will heal

We are one, tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!
Tonight!

I don't want to lose a common ground
With the whole world upside-down
I don't want to fight about it now
And the world was burning out

Let's slow the evening down
Slow it down
Slow down
Please slow down
Down
Down

The stars are comin' out!

We are one
We are one
We are one
We are one tonight
We are one tonight
And were singing it out
We are one tonight
And were dreaming out loud
And the world is flawed,
But these scars will heal

We are one tonight!
Tonight!

2008-12-17T00:55:00.001+08:00

2008-12-16T23:07:00.001+08:00

12 HOURS!

Something draws to a close, and opens new doors for another.

2008-12-16T00:34:00.007+08:00

24 hours more(:

exactly

Thank God it's almost over

Just when I thought

I couldn't take it anymore

It finally comes to an end

The mere thought

Of being on the same plot of land as you

Makes me smile

Makes me beam with delight

The torture

Is almost over

The anticipation

Is rising

What will it all come to?

Happiness?

Despair?

Dread?

There's so much

I need to tell you

It's not easy to put it nicely

To sugar coat the harsh reality

Or maybe

I'll just keep quiet

And not say anything

Cos it's so

Awkward

I still Love you

No matter what

Please hurry back.

Please.

I need you.

hurry. It's killing me.

2008-12-15T20:59:00.002+08:00

The long wait is almost over :D

I'm happy.

Very happy.

And ecstatic((((:

HMM

Just ONE MORE DAY

And THE day will come

FINALLY :D

Tmr Sungei buloh:/

Hopefully I can rmb the stuff:/

And my new found friend is leaving tomorrow):

Have fun Nicole ((: !!

I'll help you tease the ah pek when he gets back :D

ONE MORE DAY

Have a safe trip babe

fly safely :D

2008-12-15T00:20:00.001+08:00

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

2008-12-14T23:33:00.002+08:00

I'm beginning to LOVE parties at 121(:

Good food

Cute DYLAN

Karaoke afterwards(:

I'll post pictures.. soon.

OMG OMG OMG

TWO MORE DAYS!!!

It's hard to believe

We've come this far

And that this time apart

Is coming to an end

After such a tiresome

Arduous period

It's gonna be over(:

It's gone by in a blink of an eye

And I'm glad you've had fun

I just hope

Christmas and New Years'

Would be just as special

Maybe we could meet

And spend sometime together

Let's not bother about

The nitty gritty details

We'll just go all out

And have fun

Spending quality time

When it's over,

We'll love

Laugh

Play

Sing

Together

Once more(:

2008-12-14T11:44:00.001+08:00

2008-12-14T11:00:00.002+08:00

Hmmm

I have this sudden urge to do countdowns :/

3 months 4 days till HIS birthday(:

1 month 4 days till MY birthday((:

18 days to 2009!! :/

11 days to CHIRSTMAS!

7 days to jc/ poly band fest

THREE DAYS TIL PIGGY COMES BACK

ONE day til band restarts.

2008-12-13T21:38:00.003+08:00

sister(:

Nick(: BEST cathecist(: Karaoke CHAMPION!

MY FAVOURITE DARLING COUSIN(:

Francis JEROME(:

Juliette Mae Ashley, Jessica Clare, Kimberly Adelle, Allyson Marie Anne , Clarissa Anne,

Agnes Maryann Christiana, Catherine Anne((:

FINALLY CONFIRMED((:

Agnes Maryann Christiana Chong

After such a long while.

Anyways

It was GREAT

Hard to explain it really :/

Heh. AWESOME like GROUP SEVEN THE AWESOME((:

I LOVE ROCK BAND(:

Heh((:

Like so fun larh((:

Nick is the KARAOKE CHAMPION man(:

Never knew a cat TEACHER would be so siao :/

Then again,

It's Nick(:

HAHAH!!

OMG OMG OMG

THREE MORE DAYS

OMG!!

AHHHH

YAY!!

2008-12-13T09:06:00.002+08:00

I miss you so much, dearest.

Hurry back

Please.

I won't stop thinking of you

In whatever I do

Everything

Seems to remind me of you

And all the great time we've had thus far(:

Yesterday

Was probably the best 30 minutes

Of my life

Pure happiness

Swept through me

While we caught up

It was really great to hear your voice

Again

After so long

It was so comforting

Now I want more

Just another 4 days more

Just 4 days

And it'll be over

We'll have the freedom

To do whatever we want

Whenever we want

I Love You

I Miss You

I Need You

Now

Won't you come back now

Please..

2008-12-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

FOUR MORE DAYS ((:

I Miss You Piggy(:

Hurry back.

2008-12-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

2008-12-12T16:41:00.002+08:00

Maybe I shouldn't have called him just now :/

Now I miss him even more)):

Oh well.

It was VERY comforting to hear from him

Literally.

Heh. I practically screamed.

That's like more than a week's worth of

Stored up energy

Released

In that one second outburst

heh.

NEH MIND ((:

Just a few more days

Til he comes back

and we'll be reunited once again((:

Confi rehearsal tonight:/

Hai.

Just wish the pig was here

To share in the joyous occasion):

Countdown; 4.5 more days to THE DAY

2008-12-11T20:49:00.003+08:00

I LOVE GROUP SEVEN THE AWESOME!

I LOVE JESSICA THE MOST-EST!!!

GROUP SEVEN THE AWESOME had an AWESOME outing today((:

Bolt!!!!

Damn cute. Seriously.

whee!

ANYWAYS

I had curry yong tau foo for lunch.

Damn nice can

AND AND AND

I didn't stain my BEAUTIFUL white shirt

If I did

I probably would've screamed:/

Heh((:

everyone should watch BOLT!

It was like set in US (obviously)

Kept reminding me of piggy

cos there's where he is):

Oh wells.

Haii

Cos tis the season of

ANTICIPATION

I guess it's a constant reminder

For us

To wait in JOYFUL hope

For each other as well(:

The days are getting lesser

The time is growing shorter

I'm excited

To have you back

So very soon(((:

I love you

For Evermore((:

Countdown; 5 days.

2008-12-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

Another day gone(:

STILL counting down the days til piggy gets back (:

Miss him SO MUCH.

Bleah.

ANYWAYS

I cant wait for group SEVEN THE AWESOME'S outing tmr:D

Whee!

Hmm(:

Everything about us is AWESOME

Yay!

Hahaha(:

Not even a thousand miles

Can keep us apart

Because my heart is

Wherever you are(:

Time has come

To stand for your beliefs

Especially

When times are hard

And there's no reassurance

In your face

So you have to resort to

Faith

Hope and

Love

To keep going

To keep on keeping on

Hold on to that dream

And never stop

Believing

Loving and

Praying

That it will be alright((:

I Love You(:

Countdown; SIX days(:

2008-12-09T22:37:00.002+08:00

I chopped my hair today)):

I'm so sad.

Now it's gna look like shit for confi ))):

Bleah.

Today was quite funny

I decided to start on my homework since I was BORED

But the moment I started to read the questions

Circles worksheet mind you

My head was like

Woah!

Head ache!!!

HAHAHAH!

Nonetheless

I managed to finish like 4 questions on my own(:

Go ness!

heh((:

I think every time I receive a msg from piggy my heart goes

500++++bpm

Heh.

But it's comforting to know he's alright I guess.

I can't wait

It's coming soon

So very soon

About a week

And we'll be happy

Together

again(:

For now

I still miss you

I still Love you

Though You're so far away

I can't wait((:

SEVEN more days((:

2008-12-08T19:27:00.004+08:00

OMG

CON CAMP WAS AWESOME!

Though I did miss that pig):

I kept to my PROMISE and enjoyed myself(:

GROUP SEVEN AND THREE HOPE WAS THE AWESOME-EST!!!!!

I'll miss you AWESOME people after confi):

Day ONE

hmm.

"checked in" and like played LOTS of ice breakers(:

They didn't confiscate our phones(((:

Oh OH Lunch was DAMN GOOD

mmm!

Carbonara(: *swoons*

Wee!

Hmm. The mass games weren't that bad.

Quite lame. But

I guess the objectives were met

Somewhat.

Yeah. heh.

Then there were sessions and all.

I cant get this song out of my head

Its so sad.

It gives the ultimate meaning of why Jesus died for us

Very touching

People were like tearing and even crying

Yeah.

Very sad

But very true....

The stanzas that I wrote(:

Elation

Swept through my mind

When I realised

How much more time together

We had

Til you left):

I guess life isn't always fair

You had other plans

So maybe

Having the leeway

To have that important contact

Went to waste.

I will keep my promise

To remain happy

I guess:/

'Cos I must not be selfish

And know that you have other

Commitments and Priorities

That may not include me

& I accept that):

I dread tomorrow

When you can't reply

I already feel lonely

When I think

Of you taking that big

Flying machine

Halfway round the world

Far away from home

Away from me):

I still Love you

Regardless.

Even if you don't see this

I know you love me

Just as I Love You

Forever.

Sometimes

It's hard to forget

Even if you try your best

The past keeps haunting you

Over and Over

And it doesn't seem to stop

This stupid torture

May be too much for me to handle

On my own

Just stop it!

I don't want to know

I don't want to remember

I just want to move on

& forget all the bad stuff. ):

But there's just that

Annoying

Constant reminder

That hinders the process

Of recovery

I need to forget

I need to move on

So just quit it.

Quit telling me

What I don't need to know

Because it plain redundant

In the new me

My new life

With the one I love (((:

DAY TWO

Hmm.

We had morning prayer today

And I realised I haven't attended divine office for..

Centuries.

Figuratively speaking of course.

Breakfast was weird

Actually all of them were

Because of a certain

apple jelly.

yuck.

That diabetes inducing thing :/

BUT

CHUNKY PEANUT BUTTER ROCKS

YEAH!!!!

Haha((:

I think group seven is really peckish.

Ok.

EXTREMELY peckish

We can eat like

ALOT((:

Hahaha.

Fine.

We're PIGS.

Heh.

The sessions were not bad(:

We had one on Praise and Worship

Hahah.

It was quite interesting

Wilfred's sharing(:

Ryanna.

Oh wells((:

We watched the passion of Christ

Really heart wrenching

But didn't cry cos I knew what to expect.

Oh wells.

Yeah we had a silent dinner and stuff

To prepare for the praying over

Dinner wasn't bad(:

We had Baked potatoes and Sausages(((:

Damn nice..

And we watched this video

Of this guy giving his testimony of how he converted to Christianity

From Islam

Quite cool(:

The worship session before the praying over was good(:

Very empowering

Although some were shy or what ever

But at least there were other people

Raising their hands to the Lord

I guess that's an improvement. :/

Overall,

The experience was

UNFORGETTABLE

I guess it was pretty enlightening

When it was in progress

I couldn't help

But feel elated

Because of the immense joy

I felt

When that burden

Was lifted off my shoulders

I'm so thankful

That I let go

And Let Him take over.

For he is the

Almighty

And nothing is too big

Or too small.

Everything matters

The lightness made me feel

Alive(:

Now

I would never

ever

Ever

Doubt his presence

Around me,

In my life.

Because of the Love

I experienced today

I know

It is one that will be

Forever.

I cannot help

But think of you

In everything I do

You are always there

In my mind

In my heart

In my soul.

I haven't forgotten

Your Love

I can still feel it

Lingering

In my being.

& Every time

I think of your gentle touch

My heart quivers

With joy

And anticipation

'Cos I miss it ):

But I guess

It will all be over soon

So fast

We wont know it

You'll be back

In this comfort zone

And we'll be in each other's

Loving arms

Forever

As long as we work it out((:

DAY THREE

We went for mass today(:

I saw Kat, Tim and Justin(e)

Cos they were having some retreat.

And the sound system MUST screw up at that particular mass.

Oh wells.

For a while it felt pretty traditional

Quite cool la.

Quite.

Hahaha..

ANYWAYS

Godma was giving the next session on being "in tune" with the Holy Spirit

So guess what video she showed

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can I have this dance.

HAHAHA

SO corny la.

Oh wells.... (((:

I LOVED THE SCAVENGER HUNT!!!!!!!!!

THEN I started thinking of kweh and perp ):

I was like sad and happy.

Oh wells.

Apples and ketchup!

Hsien Li emo-ed us alot la

For the parent's session

Cried like damn alot

Then I read the letter

it got worse

It was quite sick

like everywhere was DRIPPING

ew,

I had to ASK for tissue.

Haahaha.

But I guess that session was the most meaningful((:

But the most unglam.

Had to wait a while before the tears and all cleared

So can take photo((:

Hahah!

Oh wells:/

Unforgettable

Is one way to describe today

Despite the tears

And the pain

The Relationship gained

Is priceless

Is worth it all.

I still wish

You were beside me

Right here

Right now

So I can share

These happy times

With you

And you alone

You are so far away

And won't see this.

But I Love You.

No strings attached(:

DAY FOUR (TODAY)

hmm. We had some movement prayer thing in the morning

It was cool((:

We had to like RUSH breakfast and vacate the hall):

But we got to write fuzzies for more than an hour(: heh.

Then we had the Confession thing

Which we waited AGES

and didn't even go to holy hour in the end.

Bleah.

wear my skirt for nothing. ):

Oh wells.

LUNCH WAS GREAT

The not hot devil's curry

haha

So contradictory

Just finished confession

then we eat the devil's curry -.-

hahahah.

Area clean up was sick.

Stupid boy's toilet.

Bleah.

ANYWAYS

GROUP SEVEN TIED WITH GROUP NINE

FIRST PLACE!!!!

WHEE!!!

3 HOPE ROCKS!

YAY!

Anyways, Con Camp '08 ended on a high(:

Thanks to everyone for their fuzzies(:

I was SO SO SO happy to receive that one message(:

It made my day(:

Countdown; 9 days

til I am free(:

2008-12-05T07:22:00.002+08:00

I guess this is it,

I'm off to con camp in a few minutes

And in 24 hours

You'll be on your way

Halfway around the world

16 hours behind

But I guess the time difference should mean nothing

Because You know

I'm always with you

In mind and in spirit

I Love You

Regardless of what you are

So what if you don't think You're the typical

Tall

Dark and

Handsome

Alpha male,

Ok You're tall.

Still,

You'll always be the number one

In my heart

My knight in shining armour

My love

My everything.

I guess it's

Goodbye for now

& I'll see you again

Very soon.

2008-12-04T18:31:00.003+08:00

Hmm

One for one I guess(:

Despite these physical differences

That will pull us apart

There is one thing

That bring us together

It's the endless Love

Spanning across continents

That will eventually

Save us from heartache

Those solid memories

Will remind me of your love,

The only thing that

Hasn't faltered yet

The only thing that

Will never change

The only thing that

Matters(:

Before you go

All I have to say

Is that I love you

No matter where you are

How far it may be

Promise me

You'll keep smiling

Throughout your journey

And have fun

Be genuinely happy

If anything

Do it for me

Please,

I beg you

Don't think too much

About lil' ol' me

'Cos I'll be fine(:

No stress(:

I'll still love you

I'm Yours.

Prepare Yourself

If you're not ready DON'T scroll anymore!!

Don't say I didn't warn you.

Don't say I didn't tell you so....

ready?

...2.....

I'll miss You!

2008-12-03T19:04:00.004+08:00

I love you(:

Thanks for the flowers everyone(: You made my last concert all that more memorable(:

M Marvelous

U Unity

S the Spirit, ss ss the Spirit

I Incredible

C Confidence

M-U-S-I-C!

MUSIC!

The Music Lives in ME (:

2008-12-03T17:43:00.003+08:00

It was a good camp((:

GO SWISSOTEL!

SOTEL!

lol!

We actually called the hotel and asked if they had some shuttle service

HAHA

Pet got so pissed cos she kept getting put on hold

TAIZI was damn funny too

HAHAHAH

Only when Ven called on my phone they didnt put her on hold

Heh.

Hi! I'm Agnes.

I'm prettier then Venetia.

Lol! We rocked la((:

All the rebuttals and stuff.

I'm kinda happy I didn't pon.

It was worthwhile((:

Tmr's our LAST CHANCE to be together

Hope something will happen

Maybe a MIRACLE

Haii.

ON THE OTHER HAND

I can't wait for con camp(:

FOUR days of pure fun(:

But I'll miss you

Think of you

And smile

As I think

How much fun you're having

Laughing

Playing.

& when you open the package

The smile that grows on your face

Is priceless to me

'Cos I know

You're happy.

You happy

I happy(:

Simple as that((:

2008-12-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

Hmm. I should stop binge eating whenever I'm unhappy.

I'll get fatter):

ANYWAYS chiat tagged me to do this quiz :/

1. The person who passed you this quiz is...
Chiat. The one who DIDN'T COME TO MY CONCERT >.<
2. Your relationship with him/her is....
Hmm. Friend.
3. Your 5 impressions of him/ her:
Hmm.Hmm.Hmm.Hmm.Hmm.
4. The most memorable thing he she has done for you:
I really don't know... Hmm. Saved me from being alone with S during jamming.

5. The most memorable words he she has said to you:
No idea...
6. If he becomes your lover, you will...
LAUGH my ass off. I'm sorry. I'm taken(:
7. If he becomes your lover, things he/she should improve on...
Chilling.
8. If he becomes your enemy....
I don't know :/
9. If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
we didnt keep in touch. maybe cos of S
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him now is...
Nothing comes to mind :/
11. Your overall impression of him her is....
Weird hyper guy
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
No idea. hhaaha
13. The characteristics you love about yourself are...
Insanity(:
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
Over-Insanity.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
Me.
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them...
I LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER QUAY!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you...
1) Chris
2) Cathy
3) Andrea
4) Chiat
5) Zac
6) Nicole Lee!
7) Phylls
8) Justin(e)
9) DUMB!
10) Either of you.
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with at the moment?
Nicole? hmmm. No one knows(:
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
DUMB! female(:
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
HMMMMM.
21. How about no.8 and 5?
Justin(e) and Zac? Match made in heaven!
22. What is no.2 studying?
Cathy((: same as me! 4/4 09 FTW!
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
HMM Marie's party i think :/
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Hmmm. everything and anything?
25. Does no.1 has any siblings?
Chris; yeah. two sisters who think I'm annoying :/
26. Will you woo no.3?
Andrea? Of course. haha(: my "lessie" partner
27. How about no.7?
Phylls? hmm. Nah thst one SOMEONE else's target alr(:
28. Is no.4 single?
Chiat? I dono..
30. What is the hobby of no.4?
Chiat? I have no idea! haa going out maybe :/
31. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
Zac & DUMB! heh. they've nver met.
32. Where is no.2 studying at?
Cathy; ij TP!
33. Say something casually about no.1
Chris (: Hmm, My HOT pig lol.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Justin(e)? Nah.He's for Chris and Zac to love.
35. Where does no.9 live at?
Dumb? Bishan
36. What colour does no.4 like?
Chiat? haha dono.
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Zac and Chris? they're MORE than friends. haha. Gay partners.
38. Does no.7 likes no.2?
Phyls like Cat? Of course(:
39. How do you get to know no.2?
Cathy? hmm sec 1 and 2
40. Does no.1 have any pets?
Chris? Nope.
41. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
Phyls? If she wants to be...
42. Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date each other?
Chiat and Zac? They'd be out of their minds.
43. Say something more about no.6...
Nicole? COOL new found friend(:
44. What is your relationship with no.9...
Dumb? she's my junior(:
45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from:
1) Chris - Barker.
2) Cathy - ij TP
3) Andrea - ij TP
4) Chiat - Marist
5) Zac - SJI
6) Nicole! -SCGS
7) Phyllis - ijTP
8) Justin(e) - SP
9) dumb! - ij TP
10) Either people - either school
46. What would you do if no.10 hates you?
Wadever.
47. Which of the following are in a relationship?
1 and I, 3&5?
48.How did you first met no.3?
3/4!!
49. How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together?
Andrea and other people? Ooh. wont 5 be sad ):
50. Last question! What would you do if no.10 tells you she is pregnant?
OMG.

Tmr's the Student Leaders Camp.

I'm so tired.

It'd better be good.

2008-12-02T20:19:00.002+08:00

Today was pretty good.. I guess :/

Normal stuff.

Finally finished the package and gave it to him.

After all the hand, arm, back and neck aches.

Finally it was done(:

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl is in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl is in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

only 2 more days

Til we get separated for the longest time ):

I've said it time and again

I still Love You

No matter what

So what if I'm unhappy

Or disappointed

You know that it will pass

I want to be happy

So we can say goodbye on a happier note

2008-12-01T18:00:00.002+08:00

I GOT MY PHONE BACK!!!!

WEEHEE! * does a jig*

NO MORE STUPID PREHISTORIC NOKIA DINOSAUR PHONE!

YAY!

Bleah.

Friday keeps coming closer,

And the pig went out with his FRIENDS today

Bleah.

13 days.

13 TORTUROUS days

There's hope for tomorrow

Our park perhaps?

nyeh.

The past has built the present

The present will mould the future

We will overcome obstacles together

Hand in hand

Heart in heart

& in the end

Rise above the occasion(:

2008-12-01T09:27:00.002+08:00

I'm still a teen,

Therefore am entitled to teenage angst and immaturity.

Right?

Heh.

Oh wells,

I'm so happy today

I'm getting my phone back!

No more stupid dinosaur 3210

BLEAH

AND

vivo!

Hope today will be fun ((:

Go there and make a fool of ourselves

Lol!

Anticipation(:

Hope(:

Longing(:

Dread):

2008-11-30T16:14:00.005+08:00

Bleah

This is so embarrassing, But Whatever

HELLO TO CHIRSTOPHER'S SISTERS

If you're reading my blog that is (:

More mushy stuff?

You bet'cha!

Haha!

6 days more):

Before that one goes far

Far

FAR

away ):

To the land of..

Bush and Obama :/

aiyo.

I guess its time to CHERISH these final moments

Before I go off for con camp ):

And HE flies across the Pacific Ocean

Oh wells.

Absence makes the heart grown fonder,

Right?

I hope so(:

Very much ((:

Shenandoah is still ringing in my head.

I can't believe I've already finished my LAST concert ):

I'll miss the feeling

The adrenaline rush before the performance

My heart beating 10000000x a second

We played our best

For them

And touched the audience the best we could

Hopefully they felt it (:

I want SYF to be as great.

Or GREATER.

For us to maintain our GOLD

or go up to GwH (:

That'd be nice(:

To end my secondary school band career on a GOLD.

Wee!

True Love

Has True Flavour

Flavour gives rise to feeling

And this feeling I have inside

Cannot be replaced

I promise

To enjoy myself

But you must too

Then we'll look forward to the future

Together.

To many happy times to come

Where we overcome life's hurdles

Together.

To a time where

There's no need to hide

No need to be ashamed

Embarrassed

Or fearful

Because it'll be the right time

The time of our lives.

My dream

My wish

Is to be with you

Forever.

To be in your secure embrace

Away from harm

Bad feelings

Bad memories.

And even closer to the good ones

Where no evil can touch us

Or even come close

To our safe haven

Far away

From the rest of the world.

2008-11-29T23:37:00.002+08:00

Faith, Hope and Love 2 WAS DA BOMB!

Ij just rocks la ((:

But I could have played better):

Next Target:

DIE FLEDERMAUS "Q" RUNNING NOTES

BAH!

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE FLOWERS AND GIFTS((:

esp. Quay for the bouquet ((:

That was so sweet(:

heh.(((((:

LOVE YOU!

did EVERYONE see my BIG name on the programme booklet?

hahahaha

EGO.

Nothing else

Can make me grin as widely.

Your smile

Everything about you

Just makes my day brighten up.

If only we didn't have to wait

If only we weren't so young

Then life would be better

Blissful even

Because we can do what we want

When we want

Without having to worry

About other people

Other things

That hinder the feeling

Or pull us apart

Because we would always be there

For one another

Giving each other strength

Support

Love.

We've promised

Time and again

We'll stick by each other

Through trials and tribulations

& we'll do it,

Do anything to make it work out.

2008-11-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

MARIE'S PARTY WAS SO FUNNY!

The lamb was AWESOME. (:

Totally.

Hmm.

The surprise part was quite hilarious

Cos Marie saw the balloons and thought it was for her brother -.-

Oh wells.

It's Marie(:

We DUNKED her in the pond(:

I think the fish are traumatised now :/

Heh.

CALEB BANANA IS AWESOME!

But the video was SO embarrassing!

Omg.

Quay, I am gonna KEEEEELLLLLLLLLL you.

Garh.

I made a new friend today

Her name is Nicole.

HI NICOLE

haha!

OMG Quay/Gabby was being so gay today.

He CARRIED Justin(e) -.-

Bridal style.

HAHAHAH.

Oh wells.

We watched HSM 2.

Well a bit of it.

But we got bored,

LAUREN danced for us

She is SO SO SO adorable(:

And she LOVES Fat Cow and Caleb.

So cute,

Such a MINI ANDREA.

AND

Such a GREAT Paparazzi Photographer in the making

ALL the unglam Shots of QUAY

She's so great,

Think the piggy is in Love with her.

HAHAHA.

AW.

CHARADES!

THE BEST

OMG

Hahahahahahaha!

Girl Power! Hahahaha!

The guys were just Gay.

'nuff Said.

WE FEMALES RULE!

Weehee!!!!!

Etched in my mind

Are the numerous times

You made me happy

Made me smile

That is what I'll never forget

The Love you've shown

Has no bounds

The way the silence

Spoke a thousand words

About your true Love

Concern

Care

That you have for me

And no words

Can express

This feeling inside

The warmth

Security

Protection

You provide

Keeps me safe from evil

Keeps me happy

I'm thankful

Filled with gratitude

For being my confidante

My best friend

My Love

Everything I am

I Love You.

Tomorrow, it'll be for you, Shannen. We will do it for your speedy recovery. We will play our best and God will do the rest. IJ Band dedicates Faith, Hope and Love 2 to you, for you so that you will recover quickly, and eventually join us for SYF. You must. Everyone is important. And everyone plays a key role.

God will make a way,

When there seems to be no way.

He works in ways we cannot see

He will make a way for us

He will be our guide

Hold us closely to His side

& Give us Love and strength

For each new day

He will make a way

2008-11-27T19:49:00.001+08:00

"I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever."

2008-11-27T16:11:00.002+08:00

Thank You

For your shoulder

The support

The understanding

When I was down

And worried

Thank You

Please please everyone pray for shannen

She went for an emergency op today

Pray that everything went well

Pray for her speedy recovery

Lord, Please watch over her

I know You love all Your children.

Especially look after Shannen

Give her strength

That only You can provide

Give her family,

Jules and aunty Sher,

Your comforting embrace

And help them pull through

This trying time

You alone are Almighty

Only You have to power to save

So save her, please.

Bring her back to health

In the least painful way possible.

So that smiles can return

To the faces of the people around her

And most importantly Shannen herself.

We implore You, God.

Please answer the prayers

Of Your humble servants.

Amen.

2008-11-27T09:06:00.001+08:00

You told me to stop.

So I did.

Stopped my heart

Stopped my mind

Stopped being me

2008-11-27T01:16:00.001+08:00

Maybe it's just jealousy

If you hadn't doubted

I wouldn't have either

It's my fault

I can't trust

My fault

I'm over reacting

&we spiral again

2008-11-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

More precious than silver and gold

You are

So I treasure you in my heart

You're such a gem

No need for polishing

You possess that natural

Shining quality

That no one can compare to

That obvious flutter

Never fails to make me smile

When you're happy

So am I

We're two

Learning to become one

Sharing our joys

Our pains

Going through everything together

Still coming out tops

Now we know

That stronger forces would be needed

If we were to be pulled apart

But we won't.

I won't let it

You won't let it

right?

2008-11-26T23:54:00.002+08:00

So hip la this version :/

2008-11-25T18:52:00.002+08:00

You were there

When I was down

You lifted my spirits

You picked me up (literally)

At my lowest

And made me smile again

I'll never forget today

The laughter

The happiness

The plain fun

Just the best.

I enjoyed myself immensely

Hope you did too

Though there were times

I felt

Awkward because of someone

Something

You made it up to me

With your presence

The joy you radiate

It's just comforting

And makes me smile

WOOHOO!

Today was SO FUN.

Went to BABW with Andrea, Kat, Joyslyn and the PIG(:

HAHAH!

All those Gay pictures(:

All the GodmaS and Godpa. HAHAH.

OH WELLS

Then at PS was worse.OMG

stupid PIG was like wrestling me for his wallet back.

Grr!

And CARRIED me round the shop

like.

WTFreak.

I was like "screaming" and Kat got it on video -.-

dang it.

Lunch was AWESOME!

Indon BBQ!

All the way!!!!

damn shiok la,

never had that for so long((:

YAY!

The day is ending on a high((:

Hope sectionals tmr would be great.

Weehee!

2008-11-24T20:00:00.001+08:00

We Will Do Our Best

For Them.

25 &26

HS chapel

8pm

2008-11-24T10:13:00.001+08:00

Its a little bit funny this feeling inside
Im not one of those who can easily hide
I dont have much money but boy if I did
Id buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show
I know its not much but its the best I can do
My gift is my song and this ones for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that its done
I hope you dont mind
I hope you dont mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while youre in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well theyve got me quite cross
But the suns been quite kind while I wrote this song
Its for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see Ive forgotten if theyre green or theyre blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes Ive ever seen

2008-11-24T09:53:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't be doubting

I should be trusting

I shouldn't be affected

I should get over it

If it's happened before

Who is to say it won't again

You'll never know

What the future may hold

But we have promised

To stick together

Through it all

And overcome the troubles

And obstacles

That may hinder us

From reaching

Our final destination

I can't stop you

From having other people

Just let them leave your mind

Not occupy it

Because I'm pushed out

Put aside

Unimportant

For someone else to take that place

Consider it

Something I implore of you

To ignore that feeling

Because I don't want last Thursday and Friday

To repeat itself

And turn my stomach upside down

I don't want it to happen again

Ever.

2008-11-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

I guess it's when you hit rocky ground

That you start to think

"Is it for real?"

Or is it all a facade

Mixed feelings

Though dominated by Love

Still run through my veins

Because of that one moment of doubt

We almost went over the edge

Almost plunged into hell

And had to start

From the beginning

All over again

It worries me

It really does

when I can't trust you fully

Even though I say I Love You

But what do mere words carry

No meaning

No sincerity

Nothing.

Unless

It's genuine

From the heart

Untrue as it may seem

I really do Love You

But sometimes I doubt

Can't even convince myself

Because of things said and done

It really pains me

When you mention it

Smiling happily

Makes me wonder

If I am that important

Or if I can make you grin that widely

Maybe I am just for show

An accessory

It's troubling

When attention is divided

Unequally

And you seem happier

When it pops into your day.

I don't blame anyone

But myself

For this state of mind

This is what thinking too much results in

Insanity.

Insecurity.

Let this feeling be gone.

Please. Please.

This torture is too much to handle right now

And I don't want to bear with it any longer.

2008-11-23T22:59:00.001+08:00

Music by elton john
Lyrics by bernie taupin
Available on the album blue moves

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that youre not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when its all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

Its sad, so sad
Its a sad, sad situation
And its getting more and more absurd
Its sad, so sad
Why cant we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

2008-11-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

It's worrying sometimes.

2008-11-23T15:40:00.002+08:00

Shit man.

EVERYONE better pray tt ij has a good concert on saturday :s

We've had so many major casualties this week.

Pray for shannen and jennifer, people!

Oh no man.

Risen Christ confi was... weird.

Quite funny la, the facils or cathecists kept shouting at the people.

Sad la.

Haha GAY purple tie, you.

And all the left over flowers. hahah!

So funny.

You owe me a picture, piggy!

Heh. everyone was so pretty la.

EMOKID should have dressed up):

But she looked nice anyways.

Haha. we "stalked" piggy. Kat and Andrea.

Tsk tsk.

Pictures will be up here or facebook.. soon...

When I feel like uploading.

Nyeh.

Smiles and fun times

I'll never forget

Today my heart skipped a beat

When the dry spell ended

And all was alright

You and me

Both

Grinning

Ear to ear

Enjoying ourselves.

Anticipation

For tuesday

It will be GREAT.

2008-11-22T14:58:00.001+08:00

Im nothing special, in fact Im a bit of a bore
If I tell a joke, youve probably heard it before
But I have a talent, a wonderful thing
cause everyone listens when I start to sing
Im so grateful and proud
All I want is to sing it out loud

So I say
Thank you for the music, the songs Im singing
Thanks for all the joy theyre bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would life be?
Without a song or a dance what are we?
So I say thank you for the music
For giving it to me

Mother says I was a dancer before I could walk
She says I began to sing long before I could talk
And Ive often wondered, how did it all start?
Who found out that nothing can capture a heart
Like a melody can?
Well, whoever it was, Im a fan

So I say
Thank you for the music, the songs Im singing
Thanks for all the joy theyre bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would life be?
Without a song or a dance what are we?
So I say thank you for the music
For giving it to me

Ive been so lucky, I am the girl with golden hair
I wanna sing it out to everybody
What a joy, what a life, what a chance!

So I say
Thank you for the music, the songs Im singing
Thanks for all the joy theyre bringing
Who can live without it, I ask in all honesty
What would life be?
Without a song or a dance what are we?
So I say thank you for the music
For giving it to me

2008-11-22T13:42:00.002+08:00

FINALLY done with 2/4 of my camps

What a relief!

I guess I enjoyed myself quite a bit(:

next,

FAITH, HOPE & LOVE 2!!

ALL tickets are SOLD out. sorry.

Aw man...

Oh wells.

Happy Happy Happy.

Need to shit man. Bleah. Like super constipated or sth.

Yuck.

And when the clouds have cleared

It will all be alright

I guess That was our first obstacle

We came out of it

Stronger

Proved that nothing can knock us over

Or put us down

Because of this strength

Strength that pulls us even closer

Than ever.

2008-11-19T23:09:00.002+08:00

Council camp was fun((:

Weehee!

RED ALERT! RED ALERT! THE MIGHTY MENSES WILL LEAVE THEIR MARK!

WOOO!

I'll miss my group!

We're just the BEST

Who cares if we lose right?

HAHAH

BLEAH

Band camp tmr. Hope I won't be too tired.

Looking forward to it anyways!

Trouble seems to be brewing

With things neglected and things lost.

You'd never know

When a clean slate is needed once again

And when things need to take a step back

Yes, it does over come all bounds

But when doubt settles in

Who is to blame

Neither.

Trust and Friendship

Needs to be established

Before action is taken

I guess I'll be respectful

Ask more questions

Or move on

Which ever suits your fancy

But never should we forget

The happy times once

Long ago

In the past

I guess its just a conflict of characters

And our youthfulness

That is the barrier now

If that obstacle needs to be overcome

I want to do that together

To strengthen that bond

Weakening

And weaning away.

No more of this

It is the end of selfishness

End of stupidity

Start of being mature

And the start of a life anew.

I hope it is not all wasted.